Today is my birthday suppose to be happy but i was turn to be sad... why seh??? have been crying for the whole day.. haiz... am so stress... My love is not w me by my side for the whole day.. All he do is play games, chat with his fren till he go werk.. i was left alone.. haiz.. luckily have his sister to talk too.. (i knw i have dne a mistake to u but doesn mean u cant forgive me rite??? ur mistake i cn forgive why nt me???) Like u say everyone make a mistake.. so do i.. but then if u think my mistake is so big for u pa, plx look backward of urs.. whose is much more biggest?? u or me?? well papa, mama tak nak ungkit apa2 pun but then u always sae watever am doin is all revenge.. its not pa.. u blum dgr the whole story yet u trus buat i nie mcm.. Nvm la not my dae also... Its ok.. hari2 kita gaduh pa.. am so stress..badan i nie mcm da lali plak w ur pukul... selalu kena pukul w abg nw w u.. haiz.. i tau i degil ungkal tapi tak semestinye kena jalan tangan... wheres ur promises pa, tat u wnt lay hand again on me.. no matter how kuat u pukul i, i tetap by urside walaupun hati i nie terluka.. I dah terlalu sygkan u pa.. am afraid of losing u. U sendiri tau i takde sape2 lage dlm idup except u n ur family.. mak da bleh accept i, u plak nie mcm... am so sad tau.. haiz... kalau papa fikir tat our world of love is rocky juz do our own ways k.. i dnt want u to suffer juz because of me. I noe i byk menyusah kan u. Frm the day i lari umah smp skg tak abis2 menyusahkan u.. Thanks for the support all tis while.. if i found a proper job i will never ever menyusahkan u lage ok.
11.30pm u left hme and go out w ur fren. Thanks for the birthday present ya...
i got nothing else to say as am sad... haiz...
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